7/26/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:03 PM
i think it sounds funny when people call me Sarah nowadays. i've seemed to be too accustomed to being addressed as Sarah, with the J. SarahJ. funny thing, it originated from staff merdin with intentions of it being a joke. well, it stuck. and i think it further spread due to natalie who would yell my name with the J behind. i remember initially, before i was used to it, i used to call those who called me sarahj, their names with the beginning letter of their sir-name eg. i used to, and still do call adlin fakhruddin- AdlinF [but names like nataliew(dou-ble-u) were just to long to call] and now, virtually everyone calls me SarahJ cos it was just my luck that there were Sarahs in both Charlie and 3I.
oh, dont misinterpret me for being bitter or anything. there are too many Sarahs in the world. and im glad to be at least, slightly different from them. unique, my name sticks easily in people's minds.
haha. i dont know whats with the entry. i thought of this as i was running for the bus and natalie and suria shouted, " bye Sarah" it just sounded odd.
a msn convo with ghost. haha, another person whos name i cant reveal nor her msn nickname.(ghost isnt a random name. there's a link to the person) me: at what age do you wna die? ghost: 60+ ghost: i think ghost: but i think i'll die young ghost: either by depression or accident. HAHA. okay, again, it might be funny just to me. not that i really care anw; its not like i live to please anyone.
another piece of crap: i shall be a journalist, and if sgp goes under dictatorship, and im CHAINED to write propaganda for my evill leader, i will continue cos i think currently $$ makes the world go round. then i will be condemned by historians, like, minister of propaganda, SARAHJ~ then, ahHhHHhHh *get eggs thrown at. i will be in history boooks! sarahj, the great betrayer. then future hist students will study my life and stuff to see why i went into that path. quite cool! BUT, BUUUT, no, it shall be sarahj, the great betrayer, and yah, her best friend patricia tan at the background wavin and beamin at the camera to get attention~ so they'll study the leading character, and i'll be a supporting actress, and she'll be small extra spaastic face in the background. but at most she'll do the make up when i and my evil leader take picture, then can put her name at the photo dre, they always do what right, makeup: PATRICIA TAN, clothes: SOMETHING AND CO. and then it can be a source! cos then her name will be in the tiny words up there. and students in the future might quote your name. maybe smthg like, the source tells me that the evil leader and his propaganda ministers(me!) were rich. they could afford to hire famous people with high reputated companies to compliment their phototaking sessions, as noted from the picture, they had their make up done by the best 'PATRICIA TAN' -AHAHAHA. and so, from now, since she wishes to be famous in that aspect, i'll write nice articles for famous people, and bring those famous ppl and their famous frens to her shop. so then it'll become famous, and i'll continue writing nice articles for it. (: IT ALL ENDS WELL. we'll change history, in the future.
i cant believe i just typed that. ohwll, HAHA. the 2 of you cheered me up laa! (:
wicked dreams abuse the curtained sleep; goodnight.
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